Silent Shout

You are sitting across me, doing nothing
Short glances at your bored face, I keep on stealing
I just don't know what's on your mind
Would you care to ask mine?

Alas! You finally smiled.
My tiny fragile heart is blushingly glad.
My ears ring at your continuous laugh
It is my jam, I just can't get enough.

The second I looked away from you,
You disappeared from my view
But then someone tapped my shoulder,
And surprisingly found you.

We had a long convo, yes, you and I.
It's a world where only we existed, yes, you and I.
I wished for it to never end
And yes, young was the night, what's there to expect?

Who would have thought we'd have this night?
Where introverts transform and take their flight
Who would have thought we'd be in this?
This will be the moment I will surely miss.

I wish I can record this as the night folds,
So that this moment I can forever hold.
Or wish for you to look me directly in the eye
As I silently shout this feeling will never die.

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"Can you please try to read my mind and see what I feel inside?"

-men.

The Effect You Give Me.

When I feel low, you make me so high
When I feel drained, you make me impossible to sigh
When I feel sad, you make my frown go upside down
When I cry, you just suddenly turn into a clown

How do you make me into this?
You just suddenly make me feel the bliss
I think of nothing then you show up out of the blue
That would immediately make me think about you

This is just a simple crush,
Yes, a smile from you would make me blush
I think it is still just a simple crush
Please don't let me feel anything more than this blush

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"My heart smiles when my smile can't."

-men.

Paradise.

Paradise.
This is what I see around your arms.
Safe and sound.
Full of warmth inside.
Infinite. Timeless.
Don't break the chain.
Just keep me hidden.
For in this prison I'll stay.
Always, forever, and a day.

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"Lock me in your universe and throw away the key."

-men.

Simple Kiss.

One touch, one single moment.
Passionate.
Thirsty and careful.
Wanting and soft.
Craving.
Intimate.
Half a second.
Half a breathing.
Half a kiss.
But ruined everything.
Mind.
Heart.
Soul.
A single death.
A wonderful quick satisfying death.

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"Take me somewhere new."

-men.

If a Man Likes You...

If a man likes you sincerely,
He won't just confess his feelings to you
He'll show you that what he says is true
He'll make you happy, never let you feel blue

If a man likes you dearly,
He'll wait until you accept him completely
He won't force or rush you
To make the decision until you're hundred percent sure

If a man really really likes you,
He'll never complain why you act the way you act
He'll love you just the way you are
To ask you to change, he'll never go that far

If a man painfully likes you,
He'll be hurt when you are hurting
He'll be there and never leave your side
Even until whatever pain you're feeling subsides

If a man likes you, says he's going crazy,
Look him in the eyes and say you believe him
Do not lie to him just to make him feel good
Say what you truly feel from the bottom of your heart

If a man likes you a lot and you finally feel the same,
Hold his hands and give him a warm long hug
He'll need it as he won't immediately believe it
Reassure him once or twice and confess all over again

If a man is surely happy to be with you,
You'll see his eyes shine whenever he's with you
He'll be your servant; you'll be his queen
He'll do anything for you, no questions indeed.

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"You start it, I'll do the rest."

-men.

Pack of Wolves.

The laughters we made together then
They still echo continuously in my head
Every single moment that we all shared
I'll be happy to replay and do them all over again

Jokes were always around the corner
Bullies never got tired to tease each other
Topics were always randomly picked by whoever
We couldn't even understand them so why did we even bother?

I love how inconsistent we all were
We even fought and laugh with one another
And even though everything seems to happen in a blur
I love each and everyone, always and forever

Everytime I wake up in the middle of the night
I see you guys smile at the back of my mind
I silently push back the tears with all my might
Back at each other's side, I wish someday we'll soon find.

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"Not amnesia nor even death can make me forget everything about you."

-men.

Never Let Go

Under this crimson sky
We go hand in hand
Smiles meet, laughters wander
Problems go and do not bother

I look at you and i know
You look at me and you know
We're destined, we're fated
Fated to be together forever and ever

Under this crimson sky,
We go hand in hand
I hold your hand tight, you hold mine
And we know we'll never let go.

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"I swear with all my heart. I will be here 'til I die."

-men.

Matchstick

When your stare bore into mine

A matchstick was unknowingly lit
Yours was none, mine was a danger
Blow it now, whisper back
Keep it cool, else mine will burn
Will burn into ashes, 'til none's left.
So blow it now 'til mine's spared
Spared to danger, spared to pain.

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"This fire will keep on burning unless you tell it to stop."

-men.

End of the Tunnel.

I cupped my hands behind my ear
I heard nothing but the beating of my fear
I then put my hands on my chest
I knew then everything is at its rest

Plop, plop, plop..
Rain is pouring, nothing is changing
Clap, clap, clap,
All is well, i say while my eyes are tearing.

I am numb, finally went numb.
To infinity, to darkness i can finally succumb.
Leave me, leave me alone in this darkness
I am finally alone, finally felt this happiness

Plop plop plop.
Says the blood dripping from my wrist
Clap, clap, clap
Says the life that finally felt the bliss
Then it goes down down down
Smile finally forming from a frozen frown.

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"Give me a corner to rest as I am lost in this neverending circle. "

-men.

Us.

I closed my eyes and see us
I kept my eyes closed to see us
I always look forward to this
'Cause with this, I see our past us

We saw the sun rise
We also saw it set
We were looking at it
Like it's the glue that made us, us

I hold my hand close
I hold it close with the other hand
I hold it like you held mine before
I hold it like it'll bring what we had before

Our memory kept me in the dark
Our memory still keeps me in the dark
I see light, yes, it never gives up
But I still choose to embrace the dark
'Cause when I embrace it, I embrace us.
The once us, the once together us.

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"I'll always hold out my hand for you."

-men.

Locked Up Feeling

Common traits, we have most of them
Common likes, yep, that indeed as well
Thrilled i was when i knew
Jumped out of joy, who knew what'll happen

As days passed, i really started to like you
As time passed, i knew it's something out of ordinary
Ignored it, hated it, even mocked it
But then again, words were eaten surprisingly

I like you, that is it
Let's let it out the open, no controlling
I really like you, there's no denying it
But then again, there is you, not knowing it

No frets, no worries, no problem
All woes and cries, caged and locked up
You and i, we can never be
You and i are bound never to be


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"This is just a facade. You don't know what I truly feel."

-men.

Wish.

I miss you.
Three words that I hold onto me
Buried deep down
Not bothering to even peek at it

I love you.
Words that unknowingly appeared
Locked inside this heart
Never to come out of reality

Come here, come near
This is what I long for
Hug me tight, keep me safe
Close my eyes and never open them

Here i stand, here i stay
Want to go to you, want to run to you
But still here i'll stand, here i'll stay
With open arms, with hopeful heart
Wishing someday you'll finally say
How much i mean to you
And how much you love me too

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"Every night I look up the sky and unknowingly wish for something I keep within my heart."

-men.

Our Saviour

Kept my knees near me
Tucked my head inside me
Left all happiness aside
Nothing is left, i just bid my goodbye

Darkness lies ahead of me
Nothing can be seen in this scenery
But then a light came crashing down
A smile was formed from this frown

You came as expected
You never fail, you listened
You never come late, indeed
You never let us bleed

When nothing comes, You do
When all things are lost, You find us
When a storm destroys everything, You heal us
Indeed, You are our saviour
Indeed, even the impossible, You soar.

We owe everything to You
We are just nothing without You.
You are our light, our soul, our being
You are simply our everything

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"I won't walk away from you, remember that."

-men.