They say that you won’t forget your first love whatever happens. You may fall in love with somebody else or end up with another but still, your first love will forever hold a special place in your heart. I believe in this.
Others may end up with their first love, but most won’t. It will always be just a memory planted inside your head, reminding you of things you may or may not miss. I don’t miss him. I don’t long for him. I don’t wish for him to return. My mind usually does things that make me think of him. I dream of him every now and then. I remember him in some situations or whenever I see or hear things. In those times, I feel so nostalgic. I feel thankful for him. There’s a big possibility that we may not end up with each other and that’s fine. I’ve accepted that fact for a long time already. I did. I think my mind really likes to play games with me, to tease me. And I let it. It is fun remembering him. I feel happy I met him. He will always have a room in my heart and I’m more than happy to let him. He’s my first love after all.
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Crumpled and old
Like a forgotten paper,
A person of my past
Long long ago,
But undeniably
Irreplaceable.
-men.
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