Friday, June 11, 2021

Worth my time.

Was it worth it?
being with you for years and not feeling loved.
Was it worth it?
being with your company but still feeling alone.
Was it all worth it?

We were in a circle but I always had my own
You chose to widen yours and leave mine alone
You opened your heart with everyone but I never once felt it
You started a bonfire but I was just there for the ashes
You knew I find it hard to open up
But still chose to keep yourself away enough,
enough to touch but never to hold,
enough to say I care but never love
I knew but still stayed.
 
Now, I finally set my heart free
I might still be alone, but heck not lonely
I choose my freedom over fake friendship
I choose loneliness over crocodile love
I choose myself over anything else.
This is what's worth it. 

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